that's  what my previous supervisor, Jon, has been telling me these past few days. considering this new "change of status" in the love hierarchy and recent events, there's some truth to what she's saying.

i'm caught between thinking too much and not thinking at all. meaning, none of my thoughts are making sense again.

ahh, on Valentine's day, instead ( Read more... )

so i'm already here in Clark and despite the horribly hot weather that Central Luzon offers all year round, i'm pretty okay. i love seeing huge trees instead of huge buildings for a change. i like it that we have our yosi breaks in a small kubo in the company's courtyard, instead of a building's parking lot. but most of all, i LOVE LOVE LOVE not ( Read more... )

..new year nanaman ( Read more... )

let me spell it out for you..

I.

A M.

N O T.

O K A Y.

capisce???

what part of my desperation can't you read in my words nor hear in my voice???

( happy holidays, darlings. )

on the cab ride home, the moon was setting before us. it was, yes, full, with a deep orange tint to it. i was fixated and had half a mind for the cab driver to stop for awhile so i can step out and take a picture. i decided against it, not because i was shy, but because i knew that a pixelated shot of the image was not going to capture what i was ( Read more... )

"i'll be here with open arms to hold you
when you arrive.
i'll be here with open arms to show you
where you belong.
if you're missing,
come on home."

yeah. my sentiments exactly.

see you in February, boo.

( click here to find out why i'm not an award-winning actress )

you know how it's like, you get in a cab or a car or whatever and the song playing on the radio is SOBRANG SAKTO. whenever this happens to me, i feel all sorts of things spanning from affirmation to insult.

case in point last night, when i caught a cab at around 3am:

"coz there's no sense in going over and over the same things as before, so let's ( Read more... )

i acted the part of little miss fangirl last Wednesday, approaching Aia de Leon outside Mayrics after their set ( Read more... )

i dreamt of forgiveness the other night ( Read more... )